I started out cleaning all morning after lying around in bed exhausted from the two-day drive. I didn’t want to do anything. I finally decided to have a couple of cups of coffee, talked to my very pregnant daughter for over an hour, and discussed with her how I put it out into the Universe that I would like my boyfriend to come to visit me for the last week that I am here and share the responsibilities of that long and grueling drive home with me. I doubt that will happen considering that he has 2 trips already in the works for the next few weeks. My daughter is an old soul, and she somehow has this innate and spiritual ability to make things at the flick of a decision abundantly flow her way. It was worth the try. I finally mustered up the energy to take a hot bath and start cleaning. There is an odd thing about homes that are not lived in… They start to accumulate a strange smell as if the home knows that no one is around to take care of it. Although the remnants of life via
Why is it that when we imagine our perfect partner that when we finally meet them, it turns out that we are not the perfect partner for them - at all. When do we know that delicate balance when it comes to matters of the heart and attracting the relationship that we desire? I met my friend Moses almost a decade ago on one of those cheesy dating apps that was cool hip and fun at the time, but later discovered it was really just another way for men to get laid. Moses is 5 years older than I am, fit and athletic, and likes to do the things that I like to do as far as physical activities. He is also incredibly sexy and very attractive. The downside about Moses is that he is seemingly a tortured soul, just like I am. A free spirited black sheep that vies for attention because like most of us emotionally unavailable adults, was neglected as a child. But that is the one thing that I love the most about him... Moses is wild spirit that can't be tamed. Just. Like. Me. Moses and I s